Tuesday, October 30, 2007 / 8:52 PM
19 days..seems like 19 minutes..I still think it's a dream dat ur gone..I still can feel you around me..waiting for you to cum back..but knowing you won't..listened to the song 'Faraway'..
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving anymore
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Woke up at 10+..by Garfield's nose being pressed onto my face ._. Sum1 tot it was kind to do dat and dat there was no other way to wake me up..diao..then I went to KFC with my sis and bought food..I then decided to walk home instead of taking the bus..so we walked and talked..then reached home and eat..sms-ed Kimmy and she was in school..oO it's as though there's no hols for her..then Darl called me and we talked for 22 mins Oo lols I accompanied her "on the phone" for dat long..eva since she was going out of school..xD can't stop listening to 'Faraway'..Can't stop tinkin of how I laughed when I was with him, how I smiled....how I miss him...rmb the tym when I told Darl that I wished I cud jump inside with him when it happened..and she told me dat it's impossible, no matter how much I wanted it..A scar that runs deep down inside my heart..a scar dat not everyone can see..sumtyms, I forgot he left me and I wud wait for him to cum home and then reality slaps me hard in the face..no matter how hard I try to smile, to laugh, to relax and have fun, I noe it wud neva be the same..coz he's not the one making me laugh, smile or relax and have fun..
