Thursday, April 10, 2008 / 9:10 AM
yo :) todae was quite boring, cause sam didn't cum! T_T but ok uhs, juz not fun ;x no one to hug and luff with xD
Me: eh no one to hug T_T
Atiqah: haha xD
Me:*pretend to hug "sam" then landed on my bag, which i put on my chair* ahhhh! T_T
Atiqah: xD
lols mhm. dat bad xD lols then stayed back with Atiqah to do maths~! whoots! finish liaos! wohoo xD Atiqah told my to accompany her. so sit with her outside AVA lorhs. then do work :) lols sound so guai xD then Mr Ong wanted to call my Mum Oo
Mr.Ong: call your mum.
Me: orh *eh?! y nid to call sehs Oo*
Mr.Ong:*talktalktalk*
lols. he say so cute siahs. hm, fazrina's mother ah? Mr ong here ah. lols! got the ah ones xD so cute~!
Mr.Ong: Atiqah, call your mum.
Atiqah:*call then give Mr.Ong*
Mr.Ong:*talktalktalk*
Atiqah&Me:*luffs*
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Atiqah:Ouh, so u like him la!
Sufi:*luffs*
Me: Ee Oo no la. its juz the way he speak. so cute! hahahas.
shud hear him mans! ok m doing it again ;x hahaha ;x thn I told him that I was not supposed to be there. well indirectly.
Mr.Ong: nvm, I call ur mum already
Me: -.-
lols wadthe..? xD
Me:Mr.Ong, sat wad time uhs?
Mr.Ong: 7.30
Me: eh? T_T *starts to complain*
Mr.Ong: y? cannot arh?
Me: uhs nth nth! hehe xD
then everyone luffed -.- ahhhhhhhh~! there goes my saturday plans. ouh mans T_T hais. then go to Mr.Lee's webbie. speaking of Mr.Lee, had test todae! wah. seems easy Im scared I'll fail -.- anw, read smtg swit & nice.
RED ROSES
Source:unknown. Class: Romance & Friendship (very sweet story)
Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose.
And every year her husband sent them,tied with pretty bows.
The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.
The card said, "Be my Valentine", like all the years before.
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,
"I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow, with every passing year."
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early, way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.
She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.
A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.
Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door.
She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?
"I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,"
The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.
The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance.
There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year.
There also is another thing, that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here,
That's the card...that should be sent, to you the following year."
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.
Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote...
"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone,
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
that we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still.
Please...try to find happiness, while living out your days.
I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,
when your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,
To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him,
And place the roses where we are, together once again."
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
This is Forever Friendship.
OMGOSH!!! so swit uhs? was so touched that I cried ;x its nice ok! xD hm. thats all for tudae I guess. too sleepy liaos T_T buhbyes :)
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 / 8:25 PM
hey ppl~! xD sian-ed todae coz of maths test T.T confirm fail liao uhs -_- stupid 75% T.T lols anw, stayed back with Zu todae :) did nothing much, juz talk crap and listen to music, when we're supposed to be studying xD! lols nvm uhs. no mood to study anyways ;x wahs, sam rly go write the poem on her blog xD lols, hms. it's ok, coz there are feelings in it. but sumhow it seems rong. lols anw, juz gona rite it. comment me worhs xD
I love you, boy x3
I never realised how much
you mean to me.
Till the day you left me alone,
and you're the only one I could
no longer see.
You left me to atone
for the mistakes I had done,
yearning for you, my sun.
The one who made me smile,
and find everyday worthwhile.
I long to talk to you,
and make this feeling,
once again, come true.
And even though
I know I had to let go,
my heart denied me
from doing so.
I kept asking myself:
Did I have to let you go?
And my heart would say:
no...
I love you, boy.
I really do.
It took me some thime
to be able to let you go.
And all I'm doing now,
is to wait for us
to be together again.
And this time,
hopefully for eternity.
I don't know why
it's so difficult
to admit that I love you
when I'm with you.
But now you're gone,
I can't stop
admitting it.
If only I had spoken
those three words
that meant a lot to you,
I don't think we'd end up
like a love story
gone wrong...
and I was the one
who made our beautiful
love story go wrong.
I'm sorry, boy.
I did it cause
I loved you...
Too much.
I should'nt have let you go.
But I'll wait for you,
no matter how long it takes...
