Wednesday, October 1, 2008 / 4:37 AM
hey =] juz reached home from the hari raya visits.
so super duper tired x.x
hais. so...frigging tired of hearing
him talk && talk. zzz luhs.
G.S.D! help me! T_T
Just when i tot things were okae..
This frigging nightmares just won't stop.
hais. anyways, saw this GC lyrics
while I looking for another song lyric.
WALK AWAY(MAYBE)
I made this bed
I choose to lie in it
Live with my regrets
Sleep with what I said
Could this be the end
Am I standing on the edge
Of everything I wanted now
But I was afraid
I was afraid
Well maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I fear
Its easier to walk away from everything
Separate my soul
With all the things we shared
I'm fallin' to pieces now
Say a prayer for me
When you go to bed
I'm in need of your faith now
But I was afraid
Well maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I fear
Its easier to walk away from everything
If we could just reset
And live in happiness
Instead of our regrets
We'd salvage everything
We don't have to walk away
Pray for me now
I'm in need of faith
Pray for me now
I'm in need
And maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I fear
Its easier to walk away from everything
If we could just reset
And live in happiness
Instead of our regrets
We'd salvage everything
And maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I fear
Its easier to walk away from everything
Walk away from everything
Walk away from everything
Walk Away (maybe)
dono whyy but I just like the lyrics.
hais. got nth else to post, so that's all.
tata =]]
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 / 4:48 AM
hey =] had el paper t0dae.
zzz. dam hard 0s0.
then in morning rushed the formats.
then can't st0p luffing c0z of tingting.
we were g0ing thr0ugh the f0rmat f0r pr0p0sal.
then I t0ld her the format.
skali she repeat again, then she said,
"I'm giving y0u the pr0p0sal.."
then I started luffing.
l0ls she s0 super duper cute luhs.
then i kept luffing && luffing.
till she pulled my hand o.o
then I was lyk
"whyy u pulling my hand?! -continue to luff-"
she told me she did s0 c0z I was luffin,
&& she wanted t0 st0p me.
nice way t0 st0p me.
0bvi0usly that failed xD
~
felt s0 different with0ut him.
but what can we d0?
it's already fated.
I miss y0u, pak tam.
I h0pe we can meet in the afterlife.
I miss y0ur smile.
I miss the way y0u luff.
I miss everything ab0ut y0u.
but HE l0ves y0u m0re than we do.
&& Pak L0ng t00.
the 0ni pers0n wh0 calls me baby.
l0ls. I am glad y0u came bef0re y0u
were fated t0 be with HIM.
&& the 0nly thing that I 'regret'
was n0t being able t0 see y0u again.
Th0ugh I've pr0mised y0u I'll c0me back,
I d0n0 whyy I'm angry @ myself when I didnt
get t0 see y0u.
If 0ni I new.
But I'm n0t supp0sed t0.
&& that's 0kae.
c0z y0u'll alwaes be in my hart.
sem0ga ALLAH mencucuri rahmat-nya ke atas r0hmu
& ampunkan segala d0sa2 pak tam & pak l0ng.
amin.
~
decided t0 change my bl0g s0ng. Heard this in
the car when I went t0 bazar ramadhan a few
daes ag0. yeah, this s0ng is ancient, old,
wadeva y0u wanna call it.
but this s0ng is special t0 me.
so, yeah. gona let my sis use the c0mp.
tatas :D
0uh & t0 all my muslim friends,
slamat hari raya!!
maaf zahir & batin, kalau ade silap,
maafkan yeah. && g00d luck f0r y0ur e0y!=]
Monday, September 29, 2008 / 5:24 AM
heyhey =]
decided to update coz have nothing to do xD
hm, had mt EOY juz now.
super duper dam hard luhs. ZZZ.
then went home and went out "shopping".
lols. shop for the drinks for hari raya :DD
whees~! so fast it's gona be oct'o8.
so fortunate coz my birthday marking day.
muahaha =x
hm anyways, got freaked out juz now.
so i was juz surfing the net.
then went to friendster.
then saw this baka!!
@_@ his pic oso with sunglasses on.
diaos. then discovered he had a blog.
then the last straw was that
he has the same phone as me!
ugh -.- hafta change my friendster pic.
hm, to guido!!
@_@ super duper cute!!
omgosh especially in cars.
reminds me of my nephew xD
hmm. tml having el paper.
ms yap!!! i miss her "cute-ness".
ouh mans, her shoes can
wake up the dead!
hahas no luhs. juz kidding ^_^"
she so funi luhs.
got one time she told the class,
"you writing then suddenly your question mark
you write at the table. so send your paper &
the table to cambridge!" L.O.L! i didnt really
notice it when she said that.
all i saw was azurah luffing lyk mad
& zakiah trying to "meditate"
to calm herself down from luffing.
then i was lyk "whyy you guys luffing?! o.o"
then sumhow i got to noe the joke later.
i told you she's cute xDD
hm, then got one time she wear this
japanese kinda shoe.
that was even worse.
but overall, i lyk her very the much
coz sumhow, I seem to do better.
go me! hehes.
was sick for 2 weeks straight x.x
finally feeling better. thank god =]
then got 1 time luhs.
me and G.S.D time =]
Me: -rubs nose-
G.S.D: -looks at me-
Me: hmm, relax, i'm not crying!
G.S.D: you beta not!
lols. then got one time i was rly
frigging stressed out about smtg.
then G.S.D couldn't tell i was crying!
wahaha nxt tym if i wanna cry,
i shud do it when i'm sick.
camouflage! woohoo =xx
these few daes keep thinking about this
certain sumone.
i miss you so much darl.
coz everything im gong through now,
feels lyk nothing without you
knowing me.
you're lyk a sister to me.
& maybe ppl change,
& we have to go our separate ways.
but i still can't live without
sharing my life with you.
last time, it was so easy to pour
things out to you.
1 hour, 2 hours, or even 3.
you'd listen to me patiently.
make me luff.
and now when we talk,
there's this sudden pause.
lyk i dono whad to continue
to talk to you about.
hais. i dono whad to do.
i hope one dae, we'll have
time for each other..
